Wednesday, January 20, 2010

New Year

Spring semester. 4 classes. Good luck :(

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Out with the old

Sold my bike. Posted a bunch more stuff on craigslist. Throwing crap away can be so exhilarating, and in a way very therapeutic.

It's always better to travel lightly anyway. Getting ready for the sooner than expected move out of here.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Memorable Quotations

Ever have one of those moments where a friend will say something that is so outrageous, funny, and clever that you wish you had written it down? Well, among my eclectic social circle are those who dare to be different. These are the ones who will say what others will not. Their motto is: "Everyone was thinking it, I just said it."

Well, for posterity's sake, I've decided to keep a record of these memorable quotes just because I think it'd be a shame to let these awesome phrases get lost in the annals of time. :) Here goes:

1) On men and women who have uber high standards when it comes to dating.
Tim: Lower your standards, up your batting average.

2) After I asked him what he thought of men with moobs (man boobs)
Bo: They're called bitch tits.

3) Asked what his thoughts on drinking the tap water in NYC, his response:
Chris: I've had unprotected sex with NYC many times, I probably have everything imaginable. NYC runs through my veins

4) On what to wear for halloween
Timothy: u ever see this indiana jones and the temple of doom?
me: yes!
Tim: ok
either chris or i go as indiana jones
u go as the blonde girl
either chris or i go as the informant
me: haha
Tim: and mike goes as the asian guy

5) TM: Seriously, my face is the size of tennessee. You could take my head and put it on Mt. Rushmore!

6) TM: Let's face it. Most men are wild animals. They smell strange. They look scary. But at the end of the day, they are cowards. Except the stupid ones. Like me.


7) JK: I'm a good guinea pig

Sunday, August 16, 2009

New York New York

Hopped on the Bolt Bus to NYC at 4pm. Didn't get to the city until close to 9:40PM. Normally, the commute is about 4 hours give or take a few minutes. Funny thing is, I don't remember there being much traffic out of Boston or into NYC, so I have no clue why the heck the drive took so long.

Took the subway and touched homebase (aka Chris' apartment) at around 10PM. The dude had been drinking whiskey on the rocks with one of his college buddies while waiting for me to arrive. Normally, the longer than expected commute wouldn't have agitated me, but because Chris and his friend, Jessica, had not gotten dinner and were waiting for me arrive, I felt pretty shitty.

With a slightly tipsy Chris in hand, we all headed off to El Malecon , a Dominican Restaurant, on 97th and Amsterdam. Being a huge fan of ethnic cuisine, I was more than willing to try something different. This is New York City after all. I mean, how often would I be able to go out and get really good ethnic food in Boston?

Turns out the menu wasn't quite vegetarian friendly. Figures. Like most Latin American food, Dominican food relies heavily on the meat dishes (i.e chicken, beef, etc). But luckily for me, there was one dish called Mofongo, which is basically panfried Planktan mashed with garlic and served with rice and beans. Sounds simple and light, but boy was it filling. I literally had to roll out of the joint. Haven't felt that full in some time.

The next stop took us to Avenue A down in the Lower East Side. We were joined by Chris' "tall, Jewish" friend, Mike, who guided us to a sketchy dive bar down in the Lower East Side called Cheapshots. As the name implies, liquor and beer were dirt cheap. Pitchers of beer went for as low as $7, and shots were as cheap as $3-4. Thank goodness my drinking days are over, or I would've totally gone to town with these cheap drinks.

Closer to 1am, we decided to switch locations and walked down to The Continental, another bar that served cheap shots. ($10 for 5 shots anyone?) For a Friday night, the place was relatively packed, but not bursting to the brim with drunk bros and bro hos. Not being much of a drinker, I spent most of the night with my eyes glued to the giant screen in the back where they were playing "The Wizard of Oz" - one of my favorite films that I enjoyed watching as a kid. Funny how addicting those classic movies can be especially that late at night. Had I been buzzed or drunk, the Wicked Witch of the West would've totally freaked me out. Thank god I was completely sober.

While I was taking a trip down memory lane, Chris was making great conversation with two young girls sitting next to us while Jess and her friend downed shot after shot of Jameson Whiskey and Tequilla.

Not before long, we decided to switch locations for one last time before calling it a night. We ended up walking past a really, really sketchy and grimey bar called The Odessa. In front of the bar were a group of hipster looking kids, one of whom quickly caught Chris' eyes. She was a medium-height brunette with dark sleepy eyes. Totally his type. He wasn't sure whether he should go and talk to her, so as his wingwoman and friend, I decided to walk over and start a conversation with the said girl.

Turns out she is a student studying at the General Studies School at Columbia. Originially hailing from Rhode Island, she went to College in Colorado before transferring to Columbia. She was friendly and social enough, although she said she didn't know that many people at school. After exchanging our names and bidding adieu to Allie, the said girl, Chris and I headed into the bar where I asked him how he felt about the girl, to which he replied: "Something's sort of off with her. She's hot, but I don't know. Told her I'd facebook her...we'll see."

Later on once we were back at Chris' place, we looked her up on facebook. What we found was semi-disturbing. She had an open profile, an open everything...no pun intended. There were dozens of semi-disturbing photos borderlining porn that completely threw both of us off-guard.

Disenchanted and disillusioned, Chris reaffirmed his belief regarding the number of dateable people in NYC, citing that regardless of how large the city is, the number of girls who are both pretty and dateable is in reality quite small. I was sort of taken aback by his statement. NYC is, afterall, one of the biggest cities in the world. To say that out of the millions and millions of people living in the city, the pool of eligible people is that small, was quite a bold statement.

So where does that leave people like Chris and me? Not entirely sure, but definitely not among the pool of desperate souls looking or searching for the ever elusive thing called “love.” Like I said so before, the best things in life happen when you least expect them to. So this is an instance where putting forth the effort doesn't really pay off. You just have to let things happen - let the chips fall into place or not. It's as the Beatles sang, "Let it Be." Just let it be.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

What the heck did I do?

Karma is a bitch, so I shouldn't pursue this any further.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Why I don't

I'm constantly asked why I don't "date." At least a few times each month, someone, be it one of my close friends, a family member, or even someone I've just met, will ask me this question. My answer is always, " I just don't have the time" or "I haven't met someone whom I would like to date." These two responses are fairly accurate, and for the most part help to kill the conversation right then and there.

A far more pithier and honest answer to that question, however, is fairly lengthy and somewhat more complicated. Yes. I've done my fair share of dating, mostly back when I was still in college. Be it the movie and a dinner date, or alcohol-induced, drinking date, or the classy boy brings flowers and walks you home date, I feel like I've seen and done most of it.

But to my friend's point, most of these have been casual. Nothing serious.

That's the way I like to keep things because if things don't work out, it's that much easier to part ways with the said guy. Case in point, most guys I've gone out with turn out to be clingy, possessive, jealous, and sadly immature. When any of these traits starts to show, I take that as my exit cue, and bolt.

Another reason (and the far more serious one) why I don't like dating can be summarized in two simple words: emotional insurance. If things become serious, you run the risk of becoming too connected, too involved, and sadly, too vulnerable to falling in love. I've said this many times before, and I'll say it again. Love in its truest form does exist, however, it is so rare that it might as well be non-existent.

Many people confuse love with lust, infatuation, sex, etc. And while those qualities might manifest themselves in love (after all, it would help to lust after the person you love, right?), they don't necessarily define or encapsulate the true definition of love. I had a conversation with a friend not too long ago, and have come to agree with his definition of love. He defined love as "irrational, illogical, and unconditional." You feel pain when the person you love is in pain. And vice-versa. But there-in lies the problem. By opening up your heart and letting that person in, you're also making yourself susceptible to having your heart broken and torn into pieces. After all, it's the person who you love the most who can also hurt you the most.

That is why, I refuse to fall in love. Why bother? Why start something when you know it's going to end? Why put yourself in a position where you know you're going to get hurt? It's all so foolish if you ask me.

Besides, I think the majority of the people out there don't know how to love. Even though we humans all have the capability of loving someone unconditionally and whole-heartedly, as naturally selfish beings, most of us are incapable of truely loving someone else.

So yes. That is my long and short answer as to why I don't date and why I refuse to fall in love.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Dreaming of California


I fell in love.

With California! I've always liked this sunny state, but after spending close to a week traversing its National and State Parks, driving by the Pacific West Coast, and enjoying its eternal sunshine (at least compared to New England, it seems eternal), I've firmly decided that I'm moving out west.

It's always been a childhood dream of mine to move to California. Not to sound corny, but dreams can and do come true. I'm gonna move, even if it kills me. If not next year, definitely the year after. That's not to say that I hate New England. Boston has been my home for the past decade or so, and I'll always be a East Coast gal at heart. But, after 10 years of the same nasty weather, the brooding Atlantic Ocean, and harsh accents, I'm ready for some Pacific loving!

I'll probably head out to San Francisco if I get a chance. Either somewhere downtown or in the burbs. Northern California, here I come!